Today was a rainy day, this is day of suffering for me, because of allergy, I always cough, but it was day of blessing as well, because when we knocked the door, it’s opened for us.

After the rosary prayer, Brother Laurence and I went to the neighborhood of the St.Jude parish in order to visit some families as usual. We knocked the first door; the owner opened the door for us, yea. We had a nice chat about the religion life. Then we visited the second one, we knocked the door, no answer, knocked again, no answer still. There is nothings happened by chance. During that time, there was a family came back from the market, they opened the door went in, Oh, we just get a few words from them, because they are visitors in here, so the door leaved open for us, I hold the door in order to keep it open, we still stay out side waiting for the owner, because of respect the owner we did not get in, so we waited for a few more minutes. At last, the owner came out, we she is cooking through her dressing because she wearing a colorful apron. Then she seems so happy to chat with us, we just encourage her continue her spiritual life in the parish.

There is nothing happens by chance. During that waiting time, we saw a younger opened the door from the neighborhood. He looks like very tiny young man, he cleaned the front floor of the door, then he slowly covered with a new paper, he looks afraid any dirty things in that newspaper, after he checked carefully then he sit down lit a cigarette. Through his action, it seems like he is free.

After the chat with that lady, we turned to him, oh, he looks like waited for us. He through way the cigarette first, then he answered all of us questions. We were happy about what we chat. For me, I am happy too, because he is second year of college, so he can speak very influent English even some Chinese words( specially to me,) we chat so many things about his college life. His life is two points in one line style, because only school and home, during the weekend he has nothing to do. We really happy to say he opened his heart to us. So I invited him to come to parish, to join us, especially the coming Asian youth day in Tagaytay city. He answered he do not know, hei hei, I know what is the meaning behind that, he is shy really. Hahha, I will back to visit him again.

There are many different doors in our life, we always disturbed by the different noisy, and even some one came to knock the door of our hear, just like the couple, they do not know it was really happened they find in love with each other, but they know how to open the heart to each other.

There is a voice we always hear from our hear, to do Good and avoid evil, yea, this is the voice of God in us. But always listen to our heart is not easy, there are some noisy voice disturb us as well. We really need some silent time for our self, in order to hear the Voice of our heart, because Jesus is knocking, open our heart to him, our life will change through his voice.